I haven't the heart

I have the key, a heart of gold.
I have the book filled with story's untold.

Yet why I am still cold and alone?

I search for answers, finding more questions
Screaming and tearing me apart

My tears run quickly though not for long,
My mind tricked by the devils song.

I dance along the edge, in flames
I rise only to fall once again.

I love you dearly but I haven't the heart.

I'll repay you some day in the future my dear,
But that may I be to late is my only fear.